What is Life for?

Suddenly I thinking what is life for? I feel so meaningless. Life is useless. Is it hard to live with happiness?

You Yi Wan Sui

I just finished watch the Timeless Season movie on NTV7. One of them is pass away today and the song of you yi wan sui is played. I thinking will I and my friends also will be you yi wan sui like them? I really hope so but seem like is hard to achieve.....My heart is so hurt

What Should I Do?

Today I feel so happy when I at office because whole day boss and "fan shu" not in the whole day. So happy although a lot of work because less of stress. But le...dunno why when I reach home only, I feel so sad and unhappy. What should I do le? I feel dont want stay at this home anymore but I couldnt. But what to do le? :(

Unlucky Day

Yesterday during lunch time, I and my colleagues go to wang zi, NZX. Four of us order nissin noodles, 2 with roasted and 2 with ham. But after 40 minutes, I and my another colleague's noodles haven't come. Then we asked the waitress, where is our noodles. Then the waitress like ???? noodles? Then I know they haven't cooked yet. What the hell is the that? Then the waitress not even say sorry? Just with the rude face come to ask, they havent cooked yet, so dont want? So shit!!! The boss is inside the counter also but never never come out and say any sorry. So rude of them. Never go to that shop and eat anymore. Not say their food is nice....

Unhappy Day

These few days I very unhappy...but nobody knows it. Every night I crying silently, this make me feel not so suffer. What I need to do so that I can become happy??? Friends, family??? Suddenly I feel like I dont need friends and family anymore. I feel that they only will make me feel so sad everytime. I try to forgive them many many time but till the end still the same thing happen again. I think that is called life in this world, but I cannot survive with it. So I choose to be alone although is unhappy. Always unhappy better than they give you a hope but till the end is disappointed.

Haizz........let it go...let it away....